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 | The end. | Feb 24, '07 5:07 AM for everyone |
Don't think I will be updating this blog already. It's filled with so many heartbreaking memories which I wanna leave behind for good.
It's Over.
I'm moving on.
Too bad this blog has to follow suit.
I'll be blogging in blogspot from now on. =)
Went for reunion dinner at the Crown Princess Hotel yesterday. Food sucks wei. Except for the desserts. It was way much better last time. We had a normal reunion dinner, together with all my uncles, aunties and my grandpa who came down from Taiping :) Anyway, nothing much happened la. Except that one of my cousin brothers stepped on 'gold' on his way to the hotel -_-||| Gold not as in Mandarin oranges, but the other type of smelly gold..lolz. No wonder during the whole dinner Sherrei and I smelt something smelly la. And no one bothered to check their shoes. >.< In the end, he did something even more disgusting wei. He went to the swimming pool to wash his shoes!!! If anyone is staying at the Crown Princess hotel now, DON'T GO SWIMMING! Although the 'gold' has probably washed out by now. But still, EWWW lar...
 Sherrei And I
Us again
 My Reunion dinner outfit..haha. Nothing red, but nothing black either ;p And I think I look like one of those shu nus (erm, gentle girls). I know my room is messy. You don't have to remind me >.<
 Self shot before I left the house! See how sparkly my necklace is? No photoshop done to make it look like that lo. It's THAT sparkly..haha.
I didn't get to take much pictures yesterday night because it was a buffet dinner. So I spent most of my time eating, eating, eating, and eating. It's 1 something in the afternoon now and I can still feel the food from yesterday night in my stomach -_-||| I'm waiting for Sherrei to send me the pics. She took more pictures than I did. So IF I get it from her soon, I'll post it here la. But considering the fact that she haven't send me the photos we took 2 months ago, I think I have to wait patiently. And not go over to her house and strangle her.
I desperately need a haircut. Too bad this is CNY season and hair salon prices are hiked up to more than double. Cutthroat wei. Guess I have to spend CNY looking like a erm... I also dunno how to describe it leh -_-||| But even after CNY, I need to have $$ to afford a new hairstyle. I'm thinking of either rebonding or curling it. I never tried permanent perming before and I've heard that curly hair isn't as manageable as straight hair so...it's a hard decision to make. Speaking of decisions, Yat Chun, the lip gloss colour you chose is not nice on me la! :(
2. On a totally unrelated subject...oh well, take a look yourself,
 See how skinny my brother is?!! Okay I admit that I have fat arms but still..his is super skinny okay! Gah, he is another one of those people who stuff themselves like elephants and yet don't gain weight. It's like they have a fat-dissolving mechanism inside their body or something.
And I have a sinking feeling that I will gain weight during CNY. I didn't get to go to the gym this week because I have been busy. And I don't think I will be able to as well during CNY week. That makes 2 weeks of not going to gym! *calculates* That's like thousands of useless fat-causing calories retained in my body! T.T
3. Haih, something really heartbreaking happened to me yesterday. And it's all my fault!!
 See the freaking cracks? I was holding my sandals, house keys, car keys, earrings, handbag and my handphone all together at once. I lost my grip on my precious hp and bam! it went crashing to the floor. It fell on water some more! The handphone shop guy said that the LCD screen did not crack though, so it's RM130 to replace the outer screen. But upon closer inspection (by me), I saw that the inner LCD screen also got a small crack leh :( Everything needs $$, and that's the thing I'm lacking right now. I don't think angpaus are going to be a big help this year lor. My parents are going to Japan on the first day of the lunar calendar so we won't be going to relatives' and friends' houses to bai nin. Double bummer. See how much better your life is compared to mine?
4. I have a 2000 word assignment to hand in this Thursday, and I've not yet started. Not even a single alphabet typed. And I can't start anything until I start reading the books I've borrowed from the National Library. Also on the list is the mid term exam a week after CNY holidays. And loads and loads of other assignments and research papers!! Okay, enough of sad stuff ledi..
5. Presents! I didn't take pictures of everything I got but I particularly love the rose. Which girl doesn't like being given flowers huh?
 Don't say I fatt hao la but I purposely put on some red lipstick to match the rose for this picture...lolz. Too mou liu ledi..hoho.
 And this! Haha, got this yesterday: Victoria's Secret keychain. Love it so much although it's not a Valentine's present. I know you can't see it clearly in this picture but my face has to be in that pic ;p
 It says 'Sexy Super Model'. Cool huh?
6.  Erm, no particular reason. I just wanna post more vain pics of myself because my parents are bringing along my digicam to Japan. That means no photo taking for an entire week! :( And if this picture looks a lil bit different, that's because the flash wasn't on.
7. Lastly,
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! HOPE YOU GUYS WILL RECEIVE MORE ANGPAUS THIS YEAR AND WIN MORE WHILE GAMBLING! :)
 | Boo! | Feb 15, '07 9:58 PM for everyone |
Nobody wants to see us together. So let's not be together and make everyone else happy. I mean, if we get together it will only be two people feeling happy. If we don't get together, every other person will be feeling happy. So, get it?
Soli, I just had to write something here. Even though it doesn't make sense to you ;p That's good you know, exercise your brains a lil, freshen up ur mind a bit. It'll do the soul wonders. Sometimes, do consider going for a walk in the park, get some fresh air and clear your mind before you start making hasty decisions that has the potential to play with your emotions in one way or another.
You feel like slapping me right now huh? Don't! Slap yourself instead. These past few days I have done a bit of self slapping when I find myself acting on impulse to do something which is not beneficial in any way. Painful it is, but at least it stops me from doing something stupid.
To digress, dunno why my handphone credit is decreasing like running tap water these days. I really don't have any idea @.@ I do sms a lot, but only with people on my activ5. Don't really make phone calls either leh.. Okay, now I'm really confused.
Anyway, I'm done with my part on crapping today. But whether it is crap or not, you decide for yourself la, cause many of the things I just wrote, erm..there're really helpful.
I'm going to 1U later! Haha, buaiz!
 | My V-day | Feb 15, '07 5:51 AM for everyone |
As a singleton, I had a fairly lovely Valentine's Day yesterday :) Received a few more prezzies, thank you so much guys :) :) I felt so paiseh because I didn't get anyone anything. Don't worry, I'll make up for it next year, I promise :) I got a soft toyish stalk of rose, a handmade bee (yea, bee!) and slippers -.-" Lolz, I have this tendency to spoil my slippers even when I'm sitting down, and the strangest thing is I have no idea how I did it. Even when I'm travelling in a car I can spoil my slippers. The record for last year was 5 to 6 pairs, and so far this year, I've managed to spoil 2 pairs. I hope it would stop soon!
Anyway, I went to 2 Starbucks outlet yesterday, one in 1U and another in Metro Prima. I stuffed myself with drinks! Haha, this is the first time I went to two Starbucks in a day. It was kinda fun la, met up with different friends in a day. Each of them has their own stories to tell. It was already enough for me to sit down, listen, laugh, and sometimes utter the occasional "I'm so sorry to hear that" phrase. It seems like everyone has issues of their own. The thing was, not everyone of us who came out is single. Some just decided to come and hang out with friends I guess.
I wanted to leave around 11 something because I still had a test to study for the next morning but ended up leaving at 12 something leh. And I slept around 4am because I forced myself to flip through the text book! I didn't know I still had it in me to be something people would describe as studious. I guess I'm not as bad as I thought I was. Still, I tembak-ed through the test, let's hope for the best *crosses fingers*!
Watched Ghost Rider just now. I was so freaking sleepy in the cinema that I thought I was going to doze off. Lucky I didn't leh. It's quite a nice movie, and I didn't know that Nicholas Cage is that handsome..haha..for a man his age of course. But there's something I have to gripe about! The man sitting behind me was so obnoxious, he kept kicking my chair and shaking his legs as well. I felt like I was sitting on a bumper car! Stupid man didn't even noticed I was angry when I turned around and glared at him. He didn't even hear me saying excuse me..or maybe he was just pretending not to hear me. GRRR...how can people be so insensitive, I would never know. O yea, thanks Kang for lending me your shoulder..haha.
Anyway, I am super sleepy now. But I can't go to bed at such a weird hour or else I'll end up waking up at 3am in the morning not knowing what to do -.-"
I look like a freaking zombie now :(
I'm out!
 | V-day | Feb 13, '07 11:24 AM for everyone |
Traffic slowed down on the new blog today. And I feel like blogging here instead -.-" Anyway, it's Valentine's day tomorrow. So how do you feel about it? Me? To put it bluntly, fuck it. In a lighter tone, screw it. Valentine's day is so commercialized at this point in time. People around the world are either cashing in or pouring out cash on it. Many people are deliriously happy and many are left devastated as well. It's like a case of extremes. Of course there are also people who doesn't give a damn about it. BUT, most people here will terasa la in one way or another. The funny thing is, I got more invites this year compared to the previous year leh. (Those years when I'm in a relationship is not counted la because I spent it with my then boyfriend). Received invites from friends, some eligible man (which I'm not interested in at the least), and also from a lone friend. Heck, I've even received a Valentine's prezzie. (Yea, a Valentine's present, not presentS). But better than none yea? I love it too. Not because I like it to be honest, but because of the fact that someone cared enough to get me something. I personally dislike to go shopping for presents for people lo. I always dunno what to buy. I would worry about whether the person would love it or not and whether it would look too cheapskate to be given to that person. Ahh, my friend went through the same process as well. And knowing that someone did that for me, it's kinda touching :)So yea, I'm not gonna pass Valentine's night alone. I haven't made up my mind yet but I sure as hell won't stay at home and feel pathetic lo. Just so you know, it wouldn't be that eligible man..lolz.
To those of you who has got a date, enjoy the special day with your special someone. To those singletons out there, take comfort in knowing that it is just only one day. Just 24 hours. And the next Valentine's wouldn't arrive until next year! Hehe...
So, Happy Valentine's Day everyone!
 | New blog | Feb 12, '07 10:18 AM for everyone |
I can't believe it lo. I set up a new blog just two days ago, writing anonymously. And surprisingly, that blog has clocked up close to 80 visitors in just 2 days' time. With that rate, in one month's time my blog will have close to 3000 visitors ledi leh. Gosh, it's kinda urm..how do you put it..overwhelming. Blogging anonymously has great perks you see. I can write about everything under the sun without any reservations whatsoever. It won't even hurt the feelings of the people I'm writing about because no one knows that I'm actually writing about them.
Cool! I have a new place to rave and rant all I want and the best part is, no ones knows that it's me! Which means that I'll possibly update less of this blog and more on the other blog from now on. Such overwhelming response is a big boost for the ego leh. I need loads of it at this point in time. I'm not gonna share it with the people I know lo. So don't bother asking me yea, it's anonymous blogging! Haha, ciao~
1. I need to go away. Hopefully, I won't see
you on the other side. I'm stronger now, and you know I can do it
because I've done it before. You can howl into this wind all you want,
but I know you don't want me because your actions tell all. I cannot
let you hurt me any longer - for nothing. I'd suck up the pain for
almost any payoff with you, but you just want the game. I don't know
what you want anymore, but I hope you find it soon.
2. I am sick and tired of trying so hard and getting nowhere but yet I am
fucking sick and tired of having no motivation to do anything. I hate
the new "emo" status. I am not emo just because I am emotionally
unstable. I hate it how every single moment I own is choked on how much
I hate myself, and I hate being depressed all the time. I cry all the
time and I think it's pretty damn lame. All I think
about is how much i'd just love to drive that blade even a little
deeper. I want something that will make me get rid of all this pain,
sadness, and anger I have to keep bottled up inside. I hate acting like
a happy little girl when it's really not who I am. Yes, I am happy
because of some people, and believe me, I thank them for that, but I
hate feeling this way. I want a drug or something that will make me
forget everything. Something that will just take me away from reality
for a little while, so I can hide away for just a little while. Just
for a little while.
3. I hate when you pretend I'm not there! I hate it when you turn your face away from me! I hate the way you don't love me...
4. Your plan is working, I'm learning to not give a shit about you.
5. Fuck you for not acknowledging me. After all I have given you, you have
started to act like I don't even exist. You are really starting to piss
me off. You played with my emotions after I gave you my trust. I told
you how I am with my trust. You got it and abused it. Thank you for
showing me why I shouldn't trust anyone. Fuck you.
6. I'm never going to forgive you for what you did to me. Every time I
think about it, I want to take a baseball bat, go over to your house at
night, and smash your face in, again, and again, and again, until
there's nothing left. I could, you know. Nothing would stop me from
doing it. You tried to kill me. It's only fair that I do the same to
you.
7. I'm so pissed that after telling me you have feelings for me and after
all we shared, you suddenly aren't around. I feel like you are avoiding
me. Maybe it is the right thing to do for both of us but I'd rather at
least try to be just friends. You built me up so far and made me feel
so good. Now you are making me feel like shit. Wtf?
8. I hate you. I hate her. I hate everyone that knew and didn't tell me. I
secretly pray for you to want to be with me more than you ever have
just so I can hurt you the way that you have hurt me. And I pray that
she dies. Lord forgive me.
9. I hate you for leaving me 3 months ago. I hope your dick shrivels up
and falls off. If I ever see you again and I'm drunk I'm going to punch
you in the face.
10. I hate what you did to me, I hate that I gave you 3 years of my life
and you used me, I hate that you say you want me back, I hate that
stupid bitch who isn't worth half of what I am, I hate that I can't
stop thinking about you, I hate that I dream about you, I hate all
those fucking lies, I hate that you were the only person I ever
trusted, I hate how lonely I feel, I hate how I look, I hate how much I
fucking hurt, I hate my life and I hate you.
11. I hate him because he fucks with me mentally and emotionally. He does
it because he knows that he can and he thinks it's a game. I think I
actually do hate him.
12. I am completely a mess, even after these four months. I loved you. I
put my whole self out there. I thought you did too, when you called to
tell me you were in a car accident that you loved me and then ignored
me. When I finally got a hold of you, I had to face all my fears to do
so. You won't call you just pretend I don't exist. If you don't see me?
I don't exist? How's that working for you btw? I hope those feelings
you claimed to be having for me, are eating you from the inside out.
13. You fucking bastard! I regretted ever knowing you. You wrecked my life and you don't give a fuck about it. I hope you feel double of all the pain and hurt you've caused me to feel. Have a nice time living your rotten life. And the best part is, I'm not gonna be a part of it.
14. I walked down the hall hoping you would talk to me when surprise you
turned around, walked to me and spoke. I hate and I love you for this.
I hate because it gives me hope. I love because you are the person I
dream of. Hope is the worst of all emotions especially when I know it
will lead to disappointment with you. You will never look at me like I
want you to, you will never kiss me, we will never be. Two years I have
hoped to no avail. I cannot wait to leave this town just so I can move
on. My heart cannot take it anymore and you have no idea...
15. Despite all the hurt, I love you for who you are, and hope to stop
talking to you, and as you walk a path in life away from me, you find
true happiness and love, as I will. I can't hate you, it's not your
fault.
Got these confessions from anonymous people on the web (www.notproud.com). Its funny how others can put your feelings into words for you, it saves you the hassle of typing everything out.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I'm doing it It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone Still harder... Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart that I had left unspoken....
So since I'm not sleepy anymore I thought of something to blog about. Unintentionally I just remembered this leh. Anyway, this entry is gonna be short. Earlier this morning I did an impromptu speech about my self concepts. Actually it's just talking about myself. The lecturer gave us this task about 2-3 weeks ago and yet I haven't prepared a single thing. But fortunately it seems like my coursemates have been thinking like me! None of us was prepared. NONE. All of us did impromptu speeches, which isn't necessarily a bad thing because it kinda makes the whole thing funnier and more interesting. You know those speeches where every single word has been rehearsed a hundred times? Even if that was the first time the audience are listening to it, you will still sound boring. It is somehow projected in your own voice. Anyway, I'm not too sure about that, it's just what I think. I might be wrong.
I wrote down 5 self concepts before I started speaking. In the end, I ended up talking about everything except for those I intended to talk about. I spoke about my sweaty palms, my pessimism (or in a more positive note, stoicness), what a procrastinator I am and how much I love animals..haha. The lecturer said she enjoyed our speeches though, which further reinforces my belief - That we should always go unprepared and let spontaneity lead the way! Haha, sure die wei if you listen to my advise. Yet somehow it always works out for me.
Okay, enough crap said. I just said something embarrassing in front of my friend >.< I need a hole to bury my face in!! Blehh~~ I'm going to bed!
Going on a diet is a very torturing thing, to me at least. Because I love food so much and ironically, food is also my number one enemy! It gets a bit frustrating when you have to start counting calories everytime before you put something into your mouth. But that's what I have to do. I have been going to the gym a few times a week, running my ass off that I will feel guilty if I eat back what I tried so hard to lose on that day. The best thing to do is to eat less and exercise at the same time. I don't understand why in the world is my metabolism rate so slow -.-" I have to eat lesser and exercise harder than most people.
Anyway, this post is like so boring leh. All I wrote about is how I can grow fat easily. Gah, you people won't understand, unless you have the same problem as I do. I am so envious of those people who eat like elephants and yet remain as thin as sticks. You people are monsters!
And why do I seem to have grown fatter since I've started exercising??! This really doesn't make any sense. It's not like I've been eating more. Whoever the superior being who's up there really isn't being fair to me :(
Whoa, this entry is turning into an angry one indeed. I don't even know what I'm blabbering about right now. I'm sleepy. I'm going shopping tomorrow! Muahaha! In your face! I'm gonna get myself some wedges (as in shoes, not potato you dumbo), and some sexy heels *big wide smile*
I'm out~
p/s: I finished writing this entry without saving and suddenly Firefox stopped responding! Luckily it's still here when I restarted it. But that little jolt of shock means that I'm not sleepy anymore. Hmm, now what should I do.... 
I have a very depressing story to share with you guys. No no wait, it is really depressing, at least to me la. You know what happened? I was in Secret Recipe the other day with my friend and I got the cushion seats part as well ;p (Okay, nothing depressing about that). I don't particularly like sitting on cold hard chairs during mealtime and the cushions are one of the reasons I rather splurge on more expensive food rather than mamak. Sorry for the digression.And now, on to the depressing part... ....the cushions are all connected to one another and there was this cute little kiddo around the age of 3 who was sitting next to me. Aah, she is an adorable little girl. While I was halfway through my animated conversation with my friend, this little girl actually came over and touched me. I turned around and looked at her and she just stared back at me with an innocent face. Her parents were mortified, or at least it seemed like they wanted me to think so. Her grandma even asked me to forgive her because she is just a kid. Okay la, I wasn't even angry or upset because of her touch. BUT, the little girl's mother actually said to her kid, "Faster apologise to auntie!" In case you did not realise it, allow me to repeat, "AUNTIE"!!!!AUNTIE!
AUNTIE!!
AUNTIE!!! This is the first time anyone has ever regarded me as an auntie! Omg, I think I have aged 10 years throughout the fortnight. Any chance anyone of you might have noticed?! I mean, the oldest I can look like is, 23, at most. Who in the world calls a 23 year old girl an auntie?? Who??! Gah! I am seriously very upset with that mak cik's choice of words :(
I am still a jie jie okay? A young jie jie some more..hmpph!!
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O yea, The Holiday is a splendid movie le. It's kinda long though, more than 2 hours, but you guys should really check it out. It's funny, sad, happy and everything la. Just go and watch okie? You'll thank me for it. But wait, I'm saying this from a girl's point of view. I didn't actually ask my guy friend's opinion about it but what the heck la, if I said it's nice that means it's nice. No doubt about it ;p
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Last piece of news before I head off to slumberland. It's a good news la!hehe. I aced my first Sociology quiz today! 20 out of 20, perfect score wei! And the best part was I didn't really study for it. Heck, I thought I was gonna flunk it initially. Muahahaha, sometimes it takes more than just hard work to succeed ;p (Although in my case, hard work is omitted). Maybe this is a sign that I should become a Sociologist! Haha, kidding.. I find social sciences kinda boring actually. In case you do not know, social sciences include Psychology, Sociology, Anthropology, Economics and also Political Science. See, it even sounds boring already..zzz.
It just hit me that in the coming few weeks, I'll be bogged down with many many assignments, presentations and research papers! My life is....I dunno what's the right word to describe it actually. Miserable? Busy? Exciting? Hectic? Promising?! Maybe a combination of all those, plus a few more words that I couldn't think of right now.
This turned out to be a little longer than I intended it to be leh. Anyway, lights out! Goodnight people!
Muahhh~~~
Seems like I'm always out with people who smoke these days. That day I just washed my hair, and when I came back from yam cha, my hair smelt of nothing but cigarettes! Gah! And most of my friends know that I love to sit on soft cushiony chairs indoors in places like Starbucks and Coffee Bean, but now, have to sit outside cause my friend wants to smoke! I can never understand how smoking works, I mean how it affects the mind and stuff. It's all a bit intriguing. Cause it kinda stinks to me, but the smokers themselves say a totally different thing. Of course I can't say I'm not tempted to try, but my senses know better :) The most common reason I hear for smoking is that it calms the nerves when they are nervous. And Leon said that if he don't smoke he will get hyperactive and talk non-stop. Haha, I would like to see him talk non-stop for once though ;) Anyway, to smokers out there, smoke less! And to those who don't smoke, don't try!
Been pretty busy lately. I get so tired during the end of the day that yesterday I fell alseep before 11pm. Can you imagine that? I mean I can't remember ever sleeping this early since I was a kiddo.
O yea, I joined a gym recently, Fitness First. They have a branch next to my college so it's really convenient. And my trainer(Jason) is even more enthusiastic than I am. I was just resting at home for one day and he asked me, "Why never exercise!" Lol, my legs are aching la, one day break also not that lei pou right? ;p And Mun Seng wanna join Fitness First as well leh. I thought got people accompany me to work out wan but he's going to The Curves' branch. O well, nevermind :)
Anyway, I gotta ciao. It's gonna be another hectic day. And I have classes tomorrow morning :( I hate morning classes!!
I'm out~!
 | Wake up | Feb 3, '07 4:50 PM for everyone |
It's never easy when one party in a relationship has a sudden change of heart while the other couldn't even bear to think of changing anything. And that's when all the heartbreaks, tears, anguish and pain happens. The party who wants out moves on just like that while the one who got left behind wallows in pity for I don't know how long. Suddenly your world feels like it's crumbling down, and you just don't understand why does the Earth continues rotating. Isn't it the end of everything already? Why is everyone pretending that everything is normal? You just get into a state of confusion, denial and even to the extend of praying as hard as you ever did so that you would wake up from that horrible nightmare soon.
Your emotions are like a roller coaster ride. One minute you're fine, the next, you're breaking down for no reason. I guess it would never be okay as long as you're still stuck on the ride. You start blaming everyone and even yourself for making this happen. And when you realise there's really nothing you can do, you feel so helpless that you just wanna die.
Suddenly nothing else is important anymore. You can't find a reason to continue doing what you have been doing. Nothing feels right without him. People around you are already tired to give you any advises because whatever they could, they have already said it.
When he appeared, you were dragged out of your miserable solitude. You found happiness just by the thought of him. You felt as if you can do anything at all. You did not understand why some people can be feeling unhappy when you're on cloud nine. But fate deals you a cruel blow and as you now realise, you're on your own again, just like how it has always been. And it's worse than it has ever been before because you realised that you have been living in false hope all this while.
You were never really important. You were just a passing phase in his life. You have to admit, he played the game much more better than you did. Maybe because you didn't see it as a game right from the start.
All the sweet memories mean the world to you. Yet, it didn't matter the least to him. Sometimes you just don't understand how can you be so stupid but yet, not doing anything to stop your stupidity. Maybe you are way beyond stupid, or maybe you are just in love.
I'm sorry, but there's nothing you can do. Nor can you change anything. At the end of the day, you know that he's not the same person you used to love before. But why in the world can't you stop loving him? I guess no one would have the answers to your questions.
So, *pours ice cold water on own head*
WAKE UP!!!
Have you ever wondered, what lies beneath that smile? A smile is not just only a smile anymore when it is used to conceal pain.
"Pain, from all the waiting. The wait, for a call that will never come. A call, that means the world to me."
The lines between a smile and a tear are so vague, that if you just lose control for a moment, it would be dangerous.
The next time you see me smiling, do ponder....
"I'm feeling really unappreciated You takin my love for granted
babe I don't know how much more
I can take from you You don't do the things you used to do You don't even say I love you too
and lately I've been feeling
unappreciated."
-Cherish-
Couldn't log into Multiply the previous day so I had to resort to friendster to blog. Gonna ctrl+c and ctrl+v (meaning, copy and paste) the whole entry here for your convenience :) See how good I am? *cough cough* Actually I am really having a cough, and a sorethroat plus flu. Let me digress a lil here. I think having flu is the worse among the three of it. With flu comes along its friends: Blocked nasal-way and a nose full of mucus, thus making it hard for me to breathe. Then I'll have to resort to using my mouth to suck in air, at the same time making my already sore throat even sore-r! I hate having flu!!
Hmm, talking about flu, I wonder why it is also known as running nose. When I tell people I have running nose, they would make a joke out it. Of course now that I'm older (and wiser ;p), I use the more politically correct term to address this much hated illness, which is flu. You will never appreciate the way you normally breathe until you are afflicted with flu. You will have difficulty sleeping and your throat will feel terribly dehydrated. I have this silly thought everytime I'm down with the flu. What if I'm so suay to get kidnapped while I'm having flu? I mean, being kidnapped usually brings to mind the image of the kidnapper gagging the victim right? The baddies will stick some cloth into the victim's mouth to stop him/her from attempting to scream or make any noise. Think about it.. If you're having flu, complete with a blocked nose and your only way to survival is to breathe through your mouth, then you're a gone case. The kidnappers won't have to resort to anything difficult to murder you. The flu makes the process so much more easier for them. Flu+ Being kidnapped = 100% death. I wonder did anyone die that way before *shudders*
This could well be another blog entry already since I've wrote so many extra nonsense -.-" Sorry to have digressed so much. Here's an exact replica of what I wrote in my friendster blog:
"Surprised
to see me posting here eh? Well it's cause I can't log into bloody
Multiply! Seems like they're 'temporarily unavailable as they perform
some site maintenance'. Bah! Temporary my foot. It's been unavailable
for the whole day already. But don't get me wrong, Multiply is actually
a very superb site to blog in. And I think it would be appropriate to
promote my Multiply site now since I'm writing about it. Muahaha! <------ Go ahead and click on it yea ;p
Anyway,
I read some stupid stories about ordinary people doing stupid things.
Erm, correction, the stories aren't stupid, but the people are, at that
particular moment (cause I assume they are not stupid all the time).
Take for instance this lady who mistook a gun for a lighter. She
actually pulled the trigger when she wanted to light up her cigarette.
The bullet travelled up her hand and embedded itself there. What I
don't understand is, how can a person be so stupid as to mistake a gun
as a lighter? Sure, lighter-makers have been very creative these days.
We see lighters that take the forms of different things such as mobile
phones and even pens. But when in doubt, any sane human being would
obviously conduct some test to see whether it is a real lighter or not.
ESPECIALLY when the said lighter doesn't belong to you! I dunno bout
you guys but if I pick up a lighter thingy which looks suspiciously
like a gun, I wouldn't be using it to light up my cig without any
hesitation. Not that I smoke of course. I'm very against smoking as a
matter of fact. What smokers don't realise is that they are slowly
killing the people around them everytime they light up. Second hand
smoke is at any time deadlier than first hand smoke! Try to get it into
your head the next time you decide to puff on your cigarette you bloody
inconsiderate moronic freak! Whooh.. now back to what I was saying..
Here's
another story, but it's not about the stupidity of people though. It's
more of a story that will leave you wondering why things like these can
happen to people. Don't it all just happen in movies? You see, there
was this 92 year old woman who lives on her own in a supposedly 'drug
zone'. Obviously a lot of addicts and bad eggs would be loitering about
in the area. And being a frail old woman, the wisest thing to do would
be to avoid them as hard as possible. This woman was afraid even to
open the door to strangers. So when 3 armed men burst into her house
one day, she took her pistol and started shooting at them.
Unfortunately, there were more of those men. They came in and shot the
poor old lady. Turns out that those people are policemen who were
reacting on a tip off given by an informer. According to the informer,
he bought drugs from that house. Later on, the informer was found to be
lying. No drugs were found in the old women's house at all. All I have
to say is, what an unexpected twist of events...
Last
but not least, there was this woman who who accidentally dialled 911
when she intended to dial 411. She said she didn't want her privacy to
be invaded just because she dialled a wrong number but police officers
arrived anyway (and I understand why). She refused to let them into her
house because they did not have a warrant. So the policemen barged into
her house and threatened her partner, beating him up in the process.
The policemen later found that there was no problem at all in the
house. All because of a wrongly dialled number.
Some
of the stories leave me feeling confused as to whether I should be
feeling symphathetic or to laugh out loud. I guess doing both of it is
an option too..lolz."
As you can obviously see, the fonts are different because with the free friendster blog, it's impossible to alter the fonts. It is always Times New Roman, Times New Roman, and Times New Roman. Such a boring font don't you think? Didn't bother to change the fonts here eventhough I can cuz I wanna show you all how boring indeed Times New Roman looks like. Anyway, it's 1.37am now and I guess I better go get some rest. I hope I get better in the morning T.T At least let me get better from the flu!
Goodnight people!
I am at the crossroads of my life! Eh, it's a very serious thing you know. One wrong choice, and my whole life goes down the drain. Btw, forgot to mention that it's about which degree to pursue. Lotsa sucky options with none of it being even near perfect. Boo hoo hoo, I am very scared eh. I wish God (or whoever's up there) would drop me a sign, thus helping me make the correct decision.
Am super tired now. I haven't had enough sleep for two days in a row already. I feel as if I'm half awake now. Yet the reason I'm not in bed yet is coz I need to bathe before I go and pig. And I'm feeling particularly lazy to bathe now
I guess I won't be getting much sleep tonight as well. Gonna wake up early tomorrow. Actually I'm waking up early to go sing karaoke..lolz. Singing is really a good way to release pent up stress you know; I kid you not :)
Bah, anyway, am gonna go bathe now. Good night, good luck, be happy, and be carefree while you can afford to be!
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